Thursday, April 5, 2012

Growth Attenuation: my final word

Growth attenuation or the Ashley “treatment” is back in the news and in the blogs again. Only this time the outrage is fundamentally gone. Children are being subjected to this barbarism all over the world, slipping under the legal radar via deception and word play by doctors, lawyers, parents and so-called hospital “ethics committees”.

Parents and the rest defend their position by saying their choices are based on the “lesser of evils”, never once stopping to question why society is, without fail, providing we parents of children with severe disabilities only evils to choose from.

I will not mince words. There is no justification for this mutilation in any arena, moral, legal, health or otherwise. Parents are being lied to. This is no solution. The issues of constant care, lack of support, inaccessibility to the world at large, stress, pain, sexual and physical abuse of our vulnerable children are not addressed by this “treatment”. Cognition, that red herring that “professionals” and public alike seem to fall back on as the appropriate line to draw in the sand is so arbitrary, so narrow as to defy logic and even the most basic understanding of how the brain functions and acquires knowledge and awareness.

We are a stupid people, loathe to study and learn from our collective history.  We have burned the witches, strung up the niggers, gassed the kykes, lobotomized the crazies, beat up the faggots all in the name of what was right and good. We look back now, in horror at our primitive ancestors’ sins, and, failing to remove the mote in our own eyes, we're now on to the 'tards. Disability rights…especially the rights of those most severely affected…are the final frontier of civil rights action.  Sadly, I suspect a few more generations of dehumanization of our most vulnerable will pass before any sort of serious political action will take place to bring about real change.

And mark my words, the day will come when we see growth attenuation for the misguided barbarism that it is. On that day, be I the age of Methuselah, I will stand up and point my finger vigorously and without qualms say “I told you so.”

Saturday, March 26, 2011

Dear Ashley X...

Dear Ashley X,

This is not a personal note for you...but for all the Ashley X's being created out there.

I have found out that since the crass and self-serving advertisement of the "treatment" by a certain little girl's parents, and in spite of the fact that the hysterectomy performed on that little girl was deemed illegal (too little, too late), many doctors are now "quietly" performing this "treatment" at the request of parents. Many of these treatments are also being performed illegally, many of these are being performed on boys now too.

The tiny upside is that the mastectomy performed on the first little girl is not being performed on other little girls....the horrifying fact being that it is not medically necessary to attenuate growth and that the original parents live in depraved ignorance about the nature of sexual assault...Their daughter paid for that with her breasts.

Dear Ashley X, I am so sorry that my tiny little blog and the tiny little voices of others who understand severe disability have not been heard and that we cannot save you from your fate. We cannot save you from a world that doesn't value your personhood, a world that believes that the body parts on your severely disabled body and your chance to grow-up are not as important as it is to make it easy and cheaper to care for you. I am sorry for the belief that your type of cognizance does not match that of the majority, so, then it is perceived to be okay to irreversibly alter your body. After all, it has been deemed by others that you won't know the difference, and so, you won't care. The doctors and your parents have become mind readers.

And, dear Ashley X, I am sorry for your parents. I am sorry that they were "counselled" by the medicos that this is a viable "treatment option" for your disability. I am sorry that, only three or so years into their lives with you, that they have not had time to come to grips with what it means to have a child with severe disability beyond the work it entails. I am sorry that they will not be able to see you grow up and take pride in that, but that they were instilled with fear that your ultimate size would make you "unmanageable" and their lives more difficult.

I am sorry that your parents were likely lead to believe in utter falsehoods...that growth attenuation will ease or stop scoliosis, that it will make you less likely to have bed sores or contractures or pain. I am sorry that they were fed false hopes, that the doctors will make it seem that you will be much smaller than you will actually be in the end, because they are just guessing with statistics.

Dear little Ashley X, I am sorry that you live in a world that, no matter what size you are, will not provide adequate assistance for your parents to care for you. I am sorry that they will still have to do all the work required to care for another human being and that, no matter what your size, they may become tired and lonely and financially strapped. I am sorry that you may end up institutionalized and possibly given only minimal care. I am sorry that you live in a world that thinks you are a burden and that, really, you shouldn't be allowed to live in the first place. I am sorry that the genuine lessons you have to teach and love that you have to bring to this world are not recognized or valued. I am sorry that, the very fact that you were born and are living should be enough to make people care, but that it doesn't.

I'm sorry, Ashley X...I am so sorry.

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

Wednesday, January 5, 2011


From: The Flight of our Hummingbird

A long post in which I don't discuss mucus but talk about Izzy and growth attenuation


“She is in the 90th percentile!” – the nurse exclaimed excitedly as she has recorded Izzy’s height on the chart. My tiny little Bean who hardly made it onto the chart when she was born has grown into a String Bean.

“Oh that’s great.” – I blithely told the nurse with an affirmative head nod. Then after she left and it was just the Bean and I in the small examining room, I silently shook my head. “I’m so screwed” – I murmured to myself. “I have a 3-foot tall giant baby who still can’t sit up.”

Not that I haven’t noticed that Izzy has grown out of her stroller and has grown into the size of a small ball python. I’m barely 5”2 when I stand straight in my thick winter socks, and even with the leftover baby weight I only weigh around 109 pounds, on my fat days. I find the best-fitting clothes in the junior department and I regularly use “adaptive tools” to reach the items on my kitchen shelves. I’m bordering on child-sized, but space-efficient is the term I prefer. Izzy, on the other hand is built like her Dad: she is tall and lean with very long arms and legs. Phil was practicing weight bearing and standing with her the other day and I was astonished when I saw her in a vertical position: she would be a head taller than her peers, if she was able to stand.

Due to Izzy’s height and weight, it is increasingly more difficult for me to pick her up, to carry her, to put her in her stroller and to give her a bath. Not to mention suctioning her nose, which is reminiscent of wrestling with an octopus. Since Izzy has the height and weight of a two year old but not the body control, it is a challenge to maneuver her. When you pick up typical children who are my daughter’s size, you don’t have to scoop them up from a lying position, as they are able to sit and stand. They also cooperate by lifting their arms and holding on to you, which makes a significant difference. I can’t just casually hold Izzy in one arm, I have to give her extra support and be prepared for a sudden drop seizure that could leave her injured. Of course it could also leave me injured, depending on the colliding body parts.

Izzy’s potential tallness makes me slightly nervous, because of its future implications concerning her care. There is no guarantee that she will ever walk, but even if she does, lifting, maneuvering and taking care of a body that is larger than your own is strenuous work and comes with special challenges. Since I always keep one eye on the future and my middle name is prudence, I’ve been working out with some serious weights to build up more upper body strength. I do have some nicely toned arms and shoulders as a result, but really, who am I kidding, I’m still the size of a 12 year old boy.

When I was reflecting upon my feelings concerning Izzy’s growing body, Ashley X came to my mind. Ashley, or the “Pillow Angel” as her parents affectionately refer to her, is a severely disabled Seattle girl whose growth was attenuated in order to keep her child-sized and thus more manageable. Ashley received high doses of hormones to stunt her growth and went through several surgeries to have her breast buds, uterus and appendix removed. Her parents stated on several occasions that the purpose of the treatment was to ensure the best quality of life for Ashley and not to make life easier for the caregiver.

I understand the concerns and fears that drove Ashley’s parents to make such drastic decisions about their daughter’s body, but while I can relate to their feelings, I cannot imagine making the same decision for my daughter. In fact, it makes me shiver just to think about it.

Even though Izzy’s potential tallness makes me slightly nervous, it also fills me with pride and joy to see her budding beauty. When I look at her long lean body, her peaches and cream complexion, and her bright blue eyes, I see Phil’s reflection in her features. Her appearance reminds me that she is a part of Phil and a part of me, but I’m also aware that she is her own self. She belongs to me but I don’t own her. I will probably make decisions for her as long as I’m alive, but my decisions will always honor her and her rights to her own body.

I repudiate growth attenuation at an intellectual level, because it violates very basic human rights, but my aversion goes deeper and it feels wrong at a visceral level. I will never put my daughter through growth attenuation, just like I won’t pull her teeth out, even though she doesn’t use them being completely tube-fed. I will never have her uterus removed, just like I won’t have her legs amputated, even if she doesn’t learn to walk. I will not have her breast removed, just like I won’t cut her lovely curls off, even if my life would be easier if she had a crew cut. And that’s just it. I don’t see how growth attenuation would benefit her, as it wouldn’t help with the mucus, the seizures, or her motor skills.

I don’t believe that preventing the sexual maturation of severely disabled girls directly improves the quality of their lives. Rather, it eases the psychological discomfort of people who perceive secondary sexual characteristics incongruous with a limited physical and mental condition. I wonder if this psychological discomfort also played a role in the decisions of Ashley’s parents. Perhaps they embraced the role of the parents of a severely disabled child, but they didn’t want to become the parents of a disabled adult. Pillow Angels don’t have breasts or menstrual cycles. It is not easy to wrap your mind around your child’s disability, but I personally rather transform my own thinking and perception than alter my daughter’s body.



Read more: http://ourhummingbird.blogspot.com/2011/01/long-post-in-which-i-dont-discuss-mucus.html#ixzz1ADmKEtMO

Wednesday, January 5, 2011

By Bill Peace

Great Quote

I just came across the following quote by Eleanor Roosevelt:

"Where, after all, do universal human rights begin? In small places, close to home – so close and so small they cannot be seen on any maps of the world".

This reminded me of how misguided the parents of children are who seek out growth attenuation. The most vulnerable people among us are in my estimation important. They are humanity reduced to its basest element. How we care and value these lives says much about our culture. To date, we Americans do a very poor job caring for the vulnerable--the elderly, terminally ill and disabled. All are stigmatized, their lives deemed less valuable than those who are "productive". But what exactly does that "productivity" mean? In looking back on one's life are the monetary goals one reaches more important than love, children raised, family, and the contribution made to the world.

When I was a child my father never asked me how I did in school. Instead he would say "Did I ask a good question and think independently". Answers he told me can always be found but asking hard questions is what separates original thinkers from drones. He did not want me to be a drone. In retrospect I suspect he wanted me to carve out a different life than the one he led. Without knowing it he led me to become an anthropologist as we as a group always ask hard questions and defend the rights of the most vulnerable--often indigenous populations or minority groups. Little did I know I would join the largest minority group in America--the disabled. But I was prepared like few others. I had a penchant for questioning and life long propensity to reject the status quo. What I wish and think the above quote by Eleanor roosevelt gets at is that we all must assert our rights and the rights of those that cannot assert them independently. We must look into the eyes of the most vulnerable and see ourselves. We must protect those that cannot protect themselves. This is where I think growth attenuation fails miserably. Growth attenuation is a simple answer to a complex problem. It enables parents and doctors the luxury of no thought--no consideration of the other, people that do not nor will ever fit in with social expectations. What are there needs? Why are those needs not met? How can we force society to change and become a welcoming place for all those with and without expected cognition and physical prowess. I offer no answers today just hard questions. Questions I think my father would be proud I am thinking about.

Thursday, December 9, 2010

Growth Attenuation, Hastings Center Report and Media Misrepresentation

By William Peace

It has been one month since the Hastings Center Report about growth attenuation was published by the “Seattle Working group”. I was encouraged by the article produced though I disagreed with the working premise—specifically that growth attenuation or the Ashley Treatment as the popular media terms it is a viable course of treatment. I do not think growth attenuation should permitted even in cases where a child is not ambulatory and has a profound cognitive disability. However, this does not mean growth attenuation should never be performed. In some exceedingly rare cases growth attenuation may be medically necessary. But such a treatment is extreme and must be subject to thorough review. At minimum that review would entail internal, external and the independent legal representation of the child/person whose growth is attenuated. The Seattle working group in this regard has multiple fine suggestions none of which are being reported by the media. The media, here I refer to mainstream news outlets such as newspapers and television reports are grossly misrepresenting the conclusions reached by the Seattle Working Group and published in the Hastings Center Report. This particularly unfortunate as there is much to be learned by a careful reading of the article wisely published by the Hastings Center (subscription required).

For those unfamiliar with the Hastings Center, it is a fascinating center for the study of bioethics. They produce first rate, serious and sober scholarship. I was lucky enough to be a visiting scholar at the Hastings Center earlier this year and found the experience fabulously rewarding. For better or worse, the Hasting Center does not often make the mainstream news. I suspect the Hastings Center is content to be a purely scholarly institution. I admire this institutional effort in this era of news bites especially since some institutions and universities are all too eager to get their names in print for dubious reasons (think Princeton University and the philosopher Peter Singer). Unfortunately for the Hastings Center the conclusions of the Seattle Working Group are the subject to superficial news bites. What do these news bites report? Simply put, growth attenuation is “morally permissible’. Based on my reading of the Seattle Working Group this is not what they have concluded. This is a big problem in terms of disability rights at multiple levels. Since the end of November several news outlets have repeated that growth attenuation is “morally permissible”. This is an over simplification if not gross distortion of the facts. And I am sure not only am I unhappy but so too are the members of the Seattle Working Group.

The twenty person Seattle working group (curiously with only 19 names listed in the Hastings Center Report) “reached a moral compromise rather than consensus”. Some members of the group are dissatisfied, even distressed, by the paper produced. No such “morally permissible” conclusion was reached. The “compromise position” agreed upon was as follows:

“Growth attenuation can be an ethically acceptable decision because the benefits and risks are similar to those associated with other decisions that parents make for their profoundly disabled children and about which reasonable people disagree.”

The Seattle group maintains that just because a parent asks for growth attenuation does not mean such a course of treatment should automatically be permitted. Safe guards must be put in place that include “eligibility criteria, a thorough decision-making process and involvement of ethics consultants or committees”. This is fine but does not nearly go far enough for me. I have no faith in ethics committees nor in large institutions where decision making strategies make little sense to outsiders. Moreover, I would argue any child subjected to growth attenuation requires independent legal representation in the form of a guardian ad litem. I am by no means a proponent of court intervention however given the extreme nature of growth attenuation extreme measure of protection must be put in place.

There is much to dissect in the Hastings Center Report. Sadly, the most important point raised has been ignored. According to the Seattle Working Group, growth attenuation highlights the unique needs and problems that children and adults with physical and cognitive disabilities encounter. These needs and problems are routinely ignored and in most states support for such individuals is grossly inadequate. Thus the Seattle Working Group concluded, “it is clear that these families need greater social support. To date, there has been insufficient public discussion about how to provide that support and improve the lives of people with profound disabilities. Further, the issues facing this population have not been the primary focus for many health care professionals.”

The above quote gets to the heart of the issue. Why are people with disabilities socially isolated and struggle mightily to access basic health care? Why are people with cognitive disabilities in particular stigmatized inside and outside of the medical community? I have little doubt that my struggles with equal rights and accessing the health care system as an adult with a profound physical disability pale in comparison to those with a cognitive and physical disability. This is an issue worthy of public debate and I applaud the Seattle Working Group for highlighting this point. In contrast, I decry the misleading headlines that confuse rather than clarify the central issues involved in growth attenuation. I have been reading such misleading headlines for decades and on bad days wonder if people will ever really care about the unique issues all people with disabilities arte forced to confront. Will resources, social and practical, ever be deemed important enough to support the lives of people with disabilities? This is a subject worthy of delving into in not only disability rights, bioethics, but in investigative journalism. For instance I have not read any detailed story that questions exactly why some parents are driven to consider growth attenuation. That is a story that outlines just how hard it is to find adequate resources and health care professionals willing to help. Sure I have read the Ashley X parents blog but they are far from the norm. Their goal seemed double sided from the start—help their daughter and sell growth attenuation. Given this, I wish that people would read what the Seattle Working Group has to say on the matter. It is the first even handed scholarly treatment of the pros and cons of growth attenuation. I hardly agree with all that they have written but I do respect the balance they maintained. I only wish the important sober and serious conclusions were discussed in the mainstream media. Now that is a discussion I would love to partake in.

Saturday, November 20, 2010

The Best for Last

The most exceptional piece of writing and argument against g.a. comes from this article, "Discrimination against Children with Cognitive Impairments?" by

Friday, November 19, 2010

Infamous quotes by Norman Fost

The Hastings report includes an article by Norman Fost, a behind the scenes man strongly influencing the Ashley debates...PRO g.a.. He is supremely arrogant, believing that doctors and hospitals should be above any sort of "third party influence" when making medical decisions.

I think the best thing to do when it comes to Fost, is to let him speak for himself. You will see what sort of a man he is and then you can make up your own mind. I am including quotes from both the article in the Hastings report "Offense to third Parties?"
The Hasting Center Report > November-December 2010 (volume 40, number 6) and from another document by Christopher Mims, "The Ashley Case, Three Bioethicists Weigh In". This was done via email on January 5, 2007.

Here are a few golden nuggets from the email exchange:

Joel Frader, agreeing with Brosco and Feudtner, says that the measures used to limit her growth "miss the point," which is the lack of social support which might allow the family to care for her at home even if she grew to normal adult size; e.g., by providing mechanical devices to assist in lifting her. I must day I think this misses the point, which is to try to maximize Ashley's interests, or more precisely, to maximize the ratio of benefit to burden. (emphasis mine)

(The life of a child is boiled down to a benefit to burden ratio)

I also agree with the father's observation that having her size be more appropriate to her developmental level will make her less of a "freak" (my word, not his). I have long thought that part of the discomfort we feel in looking at profoundly retarded adults is the aesthetic disconnect between their developmental status and their bodies. There is nothing repulsive about a 2 month old infant, despite its limited cognitive, motor, and social skills. But when the 2 month baby is put into a 20 year old body, the disconnect is jarring.

(need I say more?)

It reminds of the scandal some years ago when it was discovered that some Cadillacs had Chevrolet engines. The owners hadn't noticed the problem until it was brought it to their attention. If children like Ashley could magically retain the appearance of an infant, they would not only be easier to care for in the physical sense, but the emotional reaction to them would probably be more favorable. This, of course, may be more of a problem for strangers than the parents, who seem wonderfully attached to her, with little difficulty seeing her as a beautiful, radiant, contributing member of their family.

(Again, the quote is appalling, but notice how surprised he seems about the parents being "wonderfully attached" to their daughter, etc.)

It's helpful to note the father's primary reason for removing her uterus: she doesn't need it. Since it's only purpose is procreation, which will clearly not be in her interest, it presents her with risks and burdens and no benefits.

(Under this rationale, Ashley neither needs her teeth, her legs nor her arms.)

The detailed account of the medical basis for the decisions in Ashley's case, as well as the careful ethical reasoning that they relied on, are well documented in the article by Gunther and Diekema, and the father's extraordinary detailed account of how and why they came to their conclusions. Whatever disagreements critics may have, it is not possible to say this decision was made casually or quickly, without careful consideration of the relevant facts and arguments.

(There were no disability advocates on this committee.)

From the Hasting's article:

That said, I believe too much deference has been given to the claims of third parties that their interests or preferences should be taken into account when individual families, in consultation with their physicians, are contemplating growth attenuation for children similar to Ashley.

(Here, Dr. Fost is talking about disability advocates and the LAW, which prohibits the sterilization of the disabled, without their consent.)

With the help of a federally authorized advocacy group with remarkable powers to subpoena hospital records, those who were offended by Ashley’s treatment succeeded in pressuring the hospital to prohibit its physicians from offering similar treatment to future patients without court approval.

(Again, this is the law...and the "advocacy group" WPAS, Washington Protection and Advocacy System, now Disability Rights Washington, pointed out the legal matters involved in Ashley's strerilization. I believe it is Fost that is offended here.)

This remarkable intrusion into private medical decisions lacks any plausible claim of harm to third parties other than emotional distress on becoming aware that one’s moral or political views are not shared by everyone. By this criterion, parents seeking cochlear implants for a deaf child, surgical correction of club feet or scoliosis, or a do-not-resuscitate order for a terminally ill child should be reminded that their decisions may be offensive to others and should be given literature on the reasons for the disagreement. Worse, many of those who opposed Ashley’s treatment argue that other treatments that involve changing the body should be prohibited without prior court approval.

(Do I need to say anything here, really?)

The report states that (disability advocates') “concerns and perspectives . . . should be considered during the decision-making process” by providing parents with “information summarizing arguments for and against this controversial intervention, or offering them copies of relevant publications.”

(Fost is opposed to this...he believes that it is possible to make an informed decision with a hospital ethics committee, a doctor and parents...none of whom have any understanding of disability. Remember, the medical community once "informed" parents that institutionalization, lobotomies, and enforced sterilization on their disabled children were the only, viable ways of dealing with them.)